[ MOUFA ] [ SOUNDS ] [ STORIES ] [ LINKS ] [ EMAIL ] [ ARCHIVE ] [ BIO ]

10.24.2005

i am sad for them.
i am sad that for this awful thing to have to decide.
i am happy that they are doing ok
i am happy that they can see behind them and in front of them and they are talking to each other with that history and future in sight.
i am happy that, in the end, they will both be where they feel they belong.
i wish for them: joy when they get past the sting of this moment.
i am proud that they know that its "just stuff"
(i wish it had been this way for the 'us' who were so removed from where we had been that we couldn't see the black hole that we were creating. neither of us ever thinking that we wouldn't have the other somewhere in our orbit- to laugh about the things that we always laughed about or to argue about why that doorknob should be round rather than square)

but i think, in my selfishness,
i am most happy that I am going to have my Gormley back.
(she carries a bat to keep the straight girls, who give her kind a bad name, in line)

.: posted by landry 1:56 PM

Comments: Post a Comment