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8.17.2005

i am sitting here feeling sort of stunned, sad and somewhat guilty.
my life seems to have come to the place where i have always wanted it to be.
i am clear headed, completely certain about what i am doing and not questioning my decisions.
not even in the most quiet voice.
but there is a lot of disintigration going on around me.

my heart goes out to Dan.
i was lucky enough to have been one of a very small group of people invited to his commitment ceremony to Steven (aka Rooster)
and i am heartbroken for both of them.

there is a particular grace to bowing out before things get out of hand.
i could only hope to have learned enough from my own mistakes and the example of the amazing people with whom i surround myself, to do the same if faced with the horrible situation of having to untangle.

as for the balance of the disintigration
it will have to wait.

.: posted by landry 1:39 AM

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