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7.16.2005

i woke up alone this morning.
strange stuff.
LL is on the island alone this weekend.
for 2 reasons:
1. My sister is in town
2. LL needed to take care of some business related to her past life.

i hate it.
i surprise myself when that happens because i am really really self sufficient and we spend nearly every waking moment when we are not working, together.
That should leave me with a good feeling about having some "jenn time" right?

wrong

i hate it.

i dont get all wound up about making sure that i have 'alone time'
i figure if i want it i will make it or find it.
i dont do it because people say its good for you.
people are pretty dumb and they do lots of things that they dont want to because 'people' say its good for them.

i am generally smarter than most people so i follow my own gut instead of bad advice from people who regurgitate cliche things because someone said it to them and it sounded smart.

I miss the girl.
she is gone for a total of MAYBE 36 hours.
i feel like i always have when she is away
like i am missing a limb.

.: posted by landry 10:12 PM