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6.13.2005

i am not sure where to start

that i want to go back to the beach more than anything in the world right now?

that my head is spinning from the events of the past few days?

that her most intimate friends, friends who are still as close and intimate with S, made me feel as if i had always been there?

That my newest obsession is the most fascinating, generous, charming, 60 year old gay man who can tell a story with the most amazing grace? (who, incidentally told me that if he was hetero he would marry me)

that i laughed harder than i have in a very very long time?

that there were moments i felt like i would die from how much i love this girl?


that i know that, regardless of the fact that this weekend was so easy, it was still hard for her? That i know that there were still moments where she missed her friend?


that i still do not have any words for any of this?

.: posted by landry 11:00 AM

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