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5.22.2005

6.1.2004
for 4 days i have had a running blog going on and no outlet.

i had a dream last night that i was in egypt.
there were hills of sand and little stones and rocks
of course i was picking them up and in awe of how gorgeous the sparkly ones were
quartz and some other very shiny clean ones.
i had them all in my hand when i noticed this dull sort of peacock colored rock.
it had no shine to it but i was interested in the color.
i pulled it out of the sand and realized that it was actually a sapphire but it wasn't already polished or sparkly like the others.
i put it in my pocket knowing it was going to be a bit more work but much more worth it.
i left the shiny ones in the sand.

.: posted by landry 12:25 PM

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before it all
or...
sort of
i was reminded that my subconscious knows better than my waking brain,
mostly.
and reminded me of the weightlessness that is still there
i look at every day as if it were one of the first
and try never to assume anything
and when there is friction
i want to hit the reset button
because the strain feels torturous

thank you for one of the best years of my life.

.: posted by landry 9:15 AM