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2.28.2005or maybe they underload me i all but shut down even with the running around and having to be everywhere at once i seem to stop thinking all together monday comes and i am slammed with this feeling of dread partially because i am starting to panic about money and partially because i can not understand what is going with my resume. i have never had any issues with getting interviews or jobs never i have a resume that reads like an ivy league school transcript and the last 4 years have been spent at the harvard of design companies. i don't necessarily want a full time job, but i would like to be able to at least have the option. i have been sending it to places that have listings for positions that practically have my name on them and i do not even get so much as a call. jbl, who is a keen supporter of my design efforts and skill keeps telling me "well its winter and you KNOW that its slow in the winter and you KNOW that when you send your resume out it takes a few months and them you are going to get a TON of calls" I apreciate the support its the reason i don't throw myself off the bridge but i cant watch LL go to work one more day while i am here and not working and its not that im not doing anything. i am making stuff i am sewing some of the best designs i have ever come up with. the catch 22 of it is that im afraid to buy materials because of the very limited cash flow but if i were working all the time and had the cash flow, the energy wouldn't be there to make the stuff that i have been loving so much. so i have to get people to buy the stuff im making then im working and making money i have tons of stuff to post today so ill get back to you .: posted by landry 2:34 PM
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