[ MOUFA ] [ SOUNDS ] [ STORIES ] [ LINKS ] [ EMAIL ] [ ARCHIVE ] [ BIO ]

2.15.2005

glenn
you flatter me

i have had so little to say recently.
its the thing that comes to you when you least expect it and quiets the rage that fuels the passion for the things that i write about.
im sure its temporary
because there is always some part of me that is angry
but it feels awful to be publicly writing about something that feels so private and im sure no one cares about unless they know me (even then im sure it gets tiring).
i like the idea of showing what the inside of my head looks like, in pictures, these days.
i have words floating furiously around
but trying to get them into any meaningful phrases has been eluding me.
now i have a little more time.
so maybe....
*****************************************
sooooo
Black hearts party

it was quiet this year for me
we got there really late i was sick as a dog and on LOTS of cold meds and my adderall.
it felt floaty and everyone was on something (harder than dayquil) except me and LL
we didn't stray far from where we planted ourselves when we walked in because people kept coming to us.
I wanted to sneak in and pee before we said hi to anyone because i knew we would NEVER get to the bathroom.
we got to the top of the stairs and a group of 10 people started shreiking
"THERE YOU TWO ARE!!!!"
i didn't get to the bathroom for at least 45 minutes

my ex was there
she had no use for niceties

there was no groping
of eachother or others
its totally unnecessary for us
and i have no use for groping anyone else

this felt like a house party where you go and be social and take pics and get a little saucy
oh and show cleavage
i will never get tired of doing that!!!

the inside looked amazing
Mark, Darryl and Ian out did themselves this year even being short staffed and with lots of unplanned cancellations of help
it was a great party
and i didn't wake up the next morning laughing and going
"OMG!!!! WHAT did i do last night?!?!?"
im probably losing my touch
there are some GREAT pics but i do not want to show anyone naked or partially naked without their approval so my choices are limited.

enjoy!

.: posted by landry 5:19 PM