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11.01.2004

i am in need of attention today.

that is the single hardest thing that i have to admit.
ever.

but in thinking about it, i realized that at least now, i recognize it.

before, i would have moped until i got attention...and if i didn't get what i was looking for i would start a fight.

hows THAT for learning early how to get what you want.
attention by any means necessary.

im still moping a little because my little peep wasn't loud enough and probably wasn't heard.
but i am not going to set anyone up to disappoint me.
which is my former M.O.

i make a small peep
so small that it goes un-noticed
so then i go into a bratty, dark mood because you were NOT paying attention.

this all sounds so childish now.

even though, knowing what i know, i still feel a little mopey.





.: posted by landry 2:30 PM

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