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10.12.2004

so...i am going to say that it is ME that noticed this
(when actually
and you can not even imagine how much i hate admitting
that it was actually my MOTHER who brought it to my attention
and to make matters worse, it was several years before i figured it out.....)

that these work situations happen to me when the universe has decided that it is time for me to 'move on'
every time i am stationary for too long, i have some work related drama come out of nowhere that kicks me in the ass and gets me thinking about moving on to the next thing.

that ass kicking happened last week.
i knew that i didn't want to be here much longer but this took the cake.

then i had an interview that went really well and part of me was really positive about it because i just wanted to get the eff out of here.
then as i thought more, i realized that i don't really want to work full time for a company.
i was completely un-excited about the job that i interviewed for
even though it was perfect for me and involved a good amount of traveling to very foreign lands
like india and asia

and the offices were sort of depressing.

and i keep ending up back at the idea of going back to freelancing.

i do well in that capacity. i like the variation. i like having my hands in lots of things. i like switching hats and working with lots of different people on lots of different projects.
and i have been getting itchy to start doing more 3D design.
i'm a little bored with flat design and unless i actually start printing my own fabric, ive taken it as far as i am interested in taking it.

so i want to design prints for stuff
and i keep thinking that its stuff that i want to design when its actually, the stuff that goes ON the stuff.

so
i want to do fancy, expensive, designer toothbrushes in really good colors.

now i have to figure out how to go about that.

and figure out when im going to quit.



.: posted by landry 2:43 PM

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