9.28.2004
there is this anti-social aspect to all of this.
we spend so much time in our own little contrived universe that spending time with other people becomes heavy and requires focus.
neither of us have much of that....
if we gear up for seeing people
we can talk eachother into it
ive stopped knowing what to say to people in the world of small talk and catching up.
the tourettes syndrome seems to be the bulk of the problem
the spewing of inappropriate chunks of vileness and filth
we SHOULD be worried about that.
if people knew the half of what goes on...
my reputation as a slightly slutty (or as jason says "I prefer 'overly entertaining'") and mischevious girl would be smashed
to be replaced by that of a person who would be shunned by polite and maybe even less than polite society.
i am nothing short of a whore.
not with just anyone, mind you.
it seems the extent of it has been recently brought to the surface
and continues to be unsurfaced
layer by filthy layer.
so we continue, for the time being to stay in our little hole
ecstatic that we were able to find each other in a sea of puritans.
so...take this and let me know how you did...
i got a very dirty 560.
.: posted by landry 11:36 PM
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