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8.11.2004

todays word of the day is:
"intense"

kyle makes these really interesting observations about my personality that generally floor me.
i see him once a year at best.
we email and im and drunk dial but really do not see eachother enough.
so for him to make these assesments that are sort of dead on is startling sometimes.

"you live at a level 10 all the time.
you don't do anything half way.
you jump into everything that you do with both feet."

that as past reference:

i have never experienced intensity of the level that i am dealing with right now in every area of my life.
it is like something pushing on my skin.

none of it is disarming
so it becomes a really amazing sensation

and my scope has become really narrow
and it actually feels right that it should be so.
for now

im cooking again
my house is pretty close to immaculate
most days i do something that looks like making my bed.

even with all that contained intensity my brain is scattered over the small area that i am inhabiting
im still trying to get my bearings and figure out what all this means
and what i am supposed to be getting from it.
i think this could be validly called a "tempest in a teacup"

or at least i am going to call it that because i feel like it.




.: posted by landry 10:38 AM

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