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7.03.2004because i love you and because you love moufa so much. I love all of the little things that you are sending me that remind me, a few months ago, melissa sent me a picture of 27 year old landry with this tiny little zygote of a dog laying in my lap. we are at someones house and it looks like a party i am paying attention to something in front of me. he has his nose in my wine glass because im not looking. in another picture the tiny beast is curled up under my arm and we are both fast asleep in the park. every single day i wonder how im going to do this. and some mornings i wake up crying. because my subconscious is desperately trying to prepare me for it. like, if i cry now i will not have a complete breakdown when it happens. i do not know how i am going to sit there while his head goes limp in my lap. part of me doesn't want to write this because i want to protect everyone from this thing that is too awful to put into words. but i suppose that is what this is about isn't it? .: posted by landry 1:03 PM
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