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6.11.2004

crash

at some point
1.5 hrs
2 hrs
3.375 hrs
6 hrs (woohoo full night!!)
2.5
2.75
4.5
- awake spinning for 2 hrs
+ 1.5 hrs
X 23 days
should add up to rested
right?!?!

im no math genius
but i do also know that

landry
-food
+ fucked up work situations
x staying up all night
+ walking around ny for HOURS
-------
very sleepy, slightly homicidal girl with her pants falling off

i am going to quote myself today because it seems as appropriate today as it was the day i wrote it
(oooooh look at ME, quoting myself....)

"i got a smoothie of jealously, lust, annoyance, control issues, sadness, and penance and i can no longer separate them to see what each one tastes like on its own.
and i have no fucking idea what to do about that."

since i am pretending to be an accountant you can factor these into that equation:

+1 soft spot in my belly
+ 100 adoration
-.5 cynicism
- the jealousy

i think.....
that might actually be something close to balance now.






.: posted by landry 9:26 AM

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