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3.23.2004

i am back in NY for 2 weeks
bitches
lots of movement in my world right now.
the immediate movement of me from city to city (justa running my rhymes)
the super immenent movement of JHHG to Boston
the pending city hall marriage of 2 of my oldest and dearest friends
the end of summer movement of my beloved to NYC.
i have been sleeping like crazy
i was accused of not putting out enough
half jokingly,
but on the way to have oyster shooters
do not despair
i fixed that little transgression IMMEDIATELY.

i am trying to think about what my life in NY looks like without JHHG.
we both moved here in 1991 to go to school and i have been friends with her as long as i have lived here.
this feels like when my childhood best friend came out to me on the floor of her bathroom in a flurry of ecstacy and people. we locked ourselves in the bathroom and she told me that she was gay.
i wasn't upset
i was confused
and it took me some time to figure it out
but in the meantime i didn't talk to her for a week
and now i am that sort of confused which is leading me to strain in my congratulatory phone calls.


.: posted by landry 1:34 PM

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