12.30.2003
as alex says
"start as you mean to go on"
i love that saying
if alex says it it must be right
I am sad that i will not have aaron to read
in the morning
with my bialy
and my coffee
and i am sad that i still do not live in the same place as my girl
playing video games and fighting and laughing and figuring each other out. but i am happy that i have her
and i am happy for olivia and moufa and jbl and jghh and rayray and alex and mark and amos and and leslie b and jen love and eileen and shane and kyle and jayjay
i can't imagine my life without them.
i am humbled by the amount of love that they show me on a daily basis.
when i am bratty
and picking fights
and have had one too many vodka cranberries
and when i am wrong but convinced that i am right
and when i go WAY over budget and WAY over schedule
and when i forget that sometimes friendship and love are about shutting up and letting people do what they have to do
and when i want things only my way
and when i am crying because things have not gone my way and they show up and they love me enough for me to realize that i have been chosen as family by the most amazing creatures to have ever walked this place.
i am one lucky, effing girl.
happy new year.
i hope that yours is as good as mine has been
xoxoxoxoxoxox
.: posted by landry 9:50 PM
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