10.14.2003
i broke down and joined a gym
i HATE the gym. I am more of a 'doing' sort of girl and the idea of sitting on a bike that isn't going anywhere for HOURS, watching TV bores the hell out of me.
i climb rocks
or, i did.
before i got so lazy and stressed out and panic attack-ridden and transient.
now i watch Law and Order
a lot
at 7pm, 8pm and 9pm (and on some 'good' days at 10 and 11pm)
so i started yoga last night. was harder than i thought, or remembered from the 1 class i took 8 years ago.
i felt COMPLETELY un-graceful, if that is, in fact, a word.
i felt like an ox among ballerinas.
i do not like that feeling.
i hate doing something in a room full of people that i do not have the slightest clue how to do.
and the same routine tonight with Pilates which i have NEVER done.
hopefully i will survive.
.: posted by landry 4:31 PM
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