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9.11.2003

at this time 2 years ago, I thought the world was coming to an end.
last year i didn't even acknowlege it. i was fully able to deny it altogether.
this year feels bad.
really bad.
I was crying on the subway this morning.
i started to cry when my boss came in to NY today and sat down to ask me how i was feeling.
i started to cry when i read kiri's post today.
i REALLY started to cry when i read kiri's post today.
i still have tissues next to me.

for better or worse, I am not an overly emotional girl. I am going out of my way to make the distinction that I can be highly dramatic for comedy's sake but not overly emotional.
so this is good and bad and weird and so ridiculously belated.

i really do not remember last year.

I was angry when i read in the NYT yeasterday:

"I think next year will look a lot like this year," a close Bush aide said today. While last Sept. 11 was a moment for the President to lead the nation in grief, "from here on out the President believes this is not a day about him, but a day about those who lost their lives".

Can someone please tell me when this was EVER a fucking day about HIM?

im going back to crying thank you very much

.: posted by landry 10:16 AM

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