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5.05.2003

i will start with something lightandairy..... It did exactly what it was intended to do.
Entertain me while it rained like a motherfucker. I loved it.
I hated all the right people and i felt sad for all the right people and it was simple and clear and i liked it.

what i don't like is this weather. I have a sunburn that you can't see because i am wearing a winter coat and its may.

the other thing that i not only like but LOVE, is this. make sure your speakers are on and the volume is up. this is going to win awards kids.
at this time i might mention that the half of the design team of that beauty, that i would sleep with if she were not my soul sister, built this little ole site
(i wouldn't sleep with the other half but thats because hes married to her, not because he is a boy *cough*)

It also seems that i am back to my awful PMS mood swings...this months flavor is weepy. Which isn't pretty especially on me. I get weepy and then embarassed about my seeming lack of self control so i lash out at everyone.

Its great.
wanna be my friend?

i feel like i can't start anything there. Not even dinner. i cried the entire time i was cooking because i didn't have time to plant the impatiens that i bought 2 weeks ago and are still sitting in the plastic containers they came in. its like starting over everytime i get there. when you are in the same place...even if you don't live together, when you are dating someone, there is a rhythm to your days. We have a bunch of sets. the one that are our own from being single people who don't really have to answer to anyone, that we never really got rid of because we don't and have never lived in the same place; and the ones that are the ones that we have from calling eachother on the phone and the ones that we got from spending weekends together. And the latter is something that doesn't happen as soon as you see each other. we spend the first hour just looking at each other. its sort of exaggerating, but not really.

so i have an interview there on Friday...think good thoughts so i will finally get to plant those impatiens and they don't die a horrible death. and so i stop torturing my girlfriend with my weeping.

.: posted by landry 5:28 PM

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