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4.22.2003i always feel like i should have been born a gay boy. i am lucky that somehow i escaped all of that weird baggage that comes with sex for girls, but not so lucky in that THAT makes me weird, epecially with girls. boys have always appreciated that i am always up for it and if i am not feeling it, i can be very easliy persuaded. Somehow, i have found that girls don't get it. blah blah blah, you can tell me im wrong but the fact is that girls have done more to damage my sex positive attitude than boys EVER did. i feel pervy with girls. the best way that i have been able to describe it is that i feel like a sexual predator. Boys never made me feel like that, but to be fair, i have a history of kick ass boys. i mean i feel bad for girls. they generally have no foundation to build on. they are told at 2 and 3 to get their hands out of their pants with all sorts of shame filled looks from their moms (because their dads would NEVER deal with it. dad would tell mom to handle it). boys handle their business many times in a day as a part of sanctioned bathroom function. we've all heard this arguement before.i REALLY think its true. out of the girls that i have slept with or dated only one masturbated regularly (im not sure i can be a good judge of 'regularly' but i am taking a leap here). and for most straight girls, good god, im so sorry. after all that crap that we are fed, add clueless straight boys who have no idea what they are doing and generally are not really interested in figuring it out...its really awful. so now i walk around going "omg is there something wrong with me?" and when im not questioning my sex drive i am desperately trying not to be a predator. why couldn't i have been a gay boy? .: posted by landry 11:41 AM
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