3.16.2006
im crying as i write this
i think i'm putting MIB to sleep. i can't write as i used to and i recently realized how lost i have gotten from my original intent. i have written approximately 23 drafts of posts recently and i could not bear to hit the publish button. this has become too public (including the recent discovery of MIB by a prospective employer) it feels like a tiny tiny box now where i can't even turn around
it makes me too sad to read it. and no one can pronounce the name right anyway
i am still writing MUCH more now actually under an assumed identity and its working well
i feel awful, like i am letting people down there are people who i dont even know who read regularly and write to me and tell me how much they love it. or worry that something is wrong if i'm not writing. i'm sorry. i will be leaving it up for awhile. email me if you like
i'm out there you'll know it if you find it it will sound more like this than this
.: posted by landry 11:34 AM
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