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3.16.2006

im crying as i write this

i think i'm putting MIB to sleep.
i can't write as i used to
and i recently realized how lost i have gotten from my original intent.
i have written approximately 23 drafts of posts recently and i could not bear to hit the publish button.
this has become too public (including the recent discovery of MIB by a prospective employer)
it feels like a tiny tiny box now
where i can't even turn around

it makes me too sad to read it.
and no one can pronounce the name right anyway

i am still writing
MUCH more now actually
under an assumed identity
and its working well

i feel awful, like i am letting people down
there are people who i dont even know who read regularly and write to me and tell me how much they love it. or worry that something is wrong if i'm not writing.
i'm sorry.
i will be leaving it up for awhile.
email me if you like

i'm out there
you'll know it if you find it
it will sound more like this
than this

.: posted by landry 11:34 AM